Im slacking on everything right now..

I don’t know what came over me. Ive isolated myself from so much people these past few weeks, so kinda basically I feel shitty when im in school. 

Slacking on my school work. My laziness have taken over.. 

I need to stop this. I need help. Some motivation at least..

I want to be in a relationship but then I don’t cause I think of all the disadvantage of being in a relationship..

I miss having those butterflies. I miss smiling at my phone as soon as that certain name comes up..

I want to focus on my education right now.. but I hate being alone.

I want to talk to someone on the phone until one of us falls asleep..

I want to having times when we could teach each other things..

I hate this.